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        behind_blue_eyes921  49, Female, Virginia, USA - 412 entries
    29
    May 2010
    2:36 AM EST
       

    Going to War,WV today. Taking the final tour through the Big Creek High School. Closing down after 78 years. I havent been in the school since 1994, my graduation day. I know there is alot of pride and it won't be the same in the town without this school.So many people have so many memories from this place, now all we can do is hold on to them and remember them. Four years of my life was spent there in that school, so I have alot for myself to remember. Great teachers, some good friends and good times. Football games and other activities that won't be forgotten by any of us. Long live the memory of Big Creek Owls.
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        swordbearer  70, Male, New York, USA - 21 entries
    29
    May 2010
    9:52 AM EDT
       

    Hi everyone. I wanted to say that I appreciate this service to write my thoughts and desires and things down. I appreciate when people comment and say things that mean something to them. I offer help where I can and love where I can. Some people are so needing someone to care. I try to love them in the things I write. I try to show that God loves them and reassure them that the pain they feel can be overcome with God's help. I read of young women that have been hurt by careless thinking young men. I read real pain in guys that have not been able to get a handle on life. I read hopelessness and dispair in so many people. I want to say it is possible to be loved and cared for. God loves you and wants you to know it. Life is more than just an orgasm, or more than just money, or more than just having someone say they love you. Though all those things are nice. But getting those things improperly can make one miserable and tear a hole in one's heart. May God's love shine into the lives of all who write here and read here. In Christian love, Swordbearer.
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        keonyama96  31, Female, Kansas, USA - 191 entries
    27
    May 2010
    1:11 PM EDT
       

    New fone :)
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        GirlWithAPen  29, Female, Indiana, USA - 28 entries
    27
    May 2010
    9:19 AM EDT
       

    Mmkay. So I have seriously been considering attending Olney Friends School when I'm a sophomore (that gives me a two summers and a school year). Why not? I know I wouldn't get religious persecution for my Quakerism because the school is run by Quakers... Sure, I wouldn't really have internet access for much other than school work, but I could live with contacting my parents via snail mail. From what I read on the site ( olneyfriends.org ), the attitude displayed by the students is a lot more serious than you find at most regular schools, and at mine, there is only a handful of "serious" students. Very comfortable, communal environment, AMAZING music program, some student theater, vegetarian meal options (:D), and a town that's just a bike ride away (only on weekends though...). Those were a few of the pros, here come the cons- Expensive, no internet in dorms (like I said), all students are required to do farm work (I'm used to manual labor, just not daily), and I would have to do my own laundry (:P). I'm still thinking it over. Dad says that next fall break we'll visit for a tou
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        vampiricakatt  30, Female, Minnesota, USA - 102 entries
    26
    May 2010
    5:54 AM EDT
       

    Rockets

    missed school yesterday but we are lanching the ROCKETS TODAY YAY! IM SO HAPPY!
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        Jane Williams  60, Female, Louisiana, USA - 8 entries
    26
    May 2010
    4:47 PM CDT
       

    Missing him.
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        whoami?  40, Female, Nebraska, USA - 60 entries
    26
    May 2010
    2:21 AM CST
       

    Indifference is my disease


    This quote seems to answer a big question for me. There really is none that I can truly love or truly hate because I feel so indifferent. The indifference has to come from the depression, but where the depression comes from I don't know. My mom, sister, and aunt all have had or have depression but does that mean it is inevitable that I have it? Can't I rise above this with God's help? I know I have before so why is it back? I also know that there are certain things I have to do to fight it and I haven't been doing those things, I've just been the helpless victim. I need to get outdoors more, soak up the sunshine, exercise, eat healthy, and spend time in the Word. Yeah, haven't been doing any of these things...for the most part.

    Back to the original point here, being indifferent. I don't want to be this way. I want to care. I want to love someone with all my heart and truly care whether or not they are in my life. I want to allow someone to truly love me. But at the same time, I am waiting for the one that will love me this way and that I will love in return this way, because we are meant to be together, and I guess he just hasn't come along. There have been others, and they've all been great guys in their own ways, but I had to turn them away because they didn't love the Lord the way I do, and that makes a big difference. Am I just waiting for a silly, unrealistic dream to come true? Or is it possible? Is it worth the wait? Is it possible to have love the way I see it in my head, godly love, unconditional love? Do I need to back off this idea and just settle? I want perfection and I absolutely know I won't find it, but am I letting good ones pass me by because I'm waiting for perfection? Am I letting them pass me by because I'm indifferent?
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        stephenhb70  55, Male, Australia - First entry!
    26
    May 2010
    7:08 PM EST
       

    somtimes people do things behind your back,when u confront them they deny it and lie,so they can stay in their comfort zone.so lying to u and denying it gives them some comfort,cause they� beleive that u beleived he lie or u cant prove it so they keep on doing it.well.the day will come when all truth will be revealed and that comfort of the lie that their in will disapear.
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        GirlWithAPen  29, Female, Indiana, USA - 28 entries
    26
    May 2010
    3:11 PM EDT
       

    Mmkay. So I have seriously been considering attending Olney Friends School when I'm a sophomore (that gives me a two summers and a school year). Why not? I know I wouldn't get religious persecution for my Quakerism because the school is run by Quakers... Sure, I wouldn't really have internet access for much other than school work, but I could live with contacting my parents via snail mail. From what I read on the site ( olneyfriends.org ), the attitude displayed by the students is a lot more serious than you find at most regular schools, and at mine, there is only a handful of "serious" students. Very comfortable, communal environment, AMAZING music program, some student theater, vegetarian meal options (:D), and a town that's just a bike ride away (only on weekends though...). Those were a few of the pros, here come the cons- Expensive, no internet in dorms (like I said), all students are required to do farm work (I'm used to manual labor, just not daily), and I would have to do my own laundry (:P). I'm still thinking it over. Dad says that next fall break we'll visit for a tour of the campus and a bit more information.
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        mokhtarmd  68, Male, Malaysia - 11 entries
    26
    May 2010
    7:52 AM H
       

    Today i read all the public journals. Nothing to write today. Well maybe its mental block. Maybe next time....
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